I changed my watch and phone from military time.
Even though it makes more sense to use it, regular people use regular am/pm.
I am a regular person now. I have a home. I got to say my farewells to a lot of people I care about even though I shit the bed as a friend. Gotta be better. Being better feels like something achievable now that I am a normie.
A regular jack-off. An invisible 30-something woman. Just sitting under a bridge in Middleton, Wisconsin. Painting a scene listening to a podcast about Skinwalker Ranch.
Some things money can't buy. It can buy you a chance to breathe. I am glad I have this chance to just focus on my art and less with my income. After 13 years of the weight of paying bills and working my ass off, I can't even explain it. I feel guilty that everyone else around me can't have this. If you're reading this, I hope you get to experience freedom from the horrors of capitalism for just a while. I don't care if you like capitalism. Or communism. How about unemployed-ism?
If you've not quit a job before and spent some time unemployed but able to pay bills for a while, I highly recommend it.
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